(no subject)

[evolutionaryimperative]

Gabriel slept well for the first time in ages. His arms were wrapped around Elle's waist, keeping her close to him. Between the alcohol and the physical exertion he found himself sleeping in much later than he normally ever would. But eventually the sun pouring into the room caused him to stir, his eyes opening slowly.

It took him a moment to realize where he was. It wasn't his room. It wasn't even his apartment, which was strange because he pretty much never slept anywhere other than his apartment. But after a moment or two it came back to him. Running into Elle at the take out place, coming to her apartment, drinking the beers and barely eating. But what he remembered the most was the intense feeling between them, how they had explored each other's bodies so thoroughly.

He knew eventually she would stir and they would have to talk and it probably didn't mean anything in the long run but for now he just wanted to lie here a little longer, holding her close. Like they were more to one another than just casual acquaintances.

Comments

[specialmonster.livejournal.com]

He hadn't even realized the gravity of his own words. They had just spilled out of his mouth without thinking and he tried not to obsess over their meaning. It was scary to think of just how much he lied her.

He wanted to possess all of her for himself, but he knew that was impossible. It seemed like there would be always be a part of her he couldn't have, and he hated that.

But as her lips moved against him and she rolled onto the bed, it was hard to think of anything else. He finished tugging off his pants, tossing them aside now.

[electrocutesy.livejournal.com]

She nestled against his side, too close, one of her slim legs sliding between his to rub up and down his thigh. Her lips kissed and slid over his, her tongue darting out to touch and massage his, his lips. Her heart still fluttered in her chest, and she still shivered and shook with more than just lust, but she didn't want to think about how nervous she was, how scared. Her trembling hand simply moved up and down his chest, brushed against his hardness at each turn.

"I don't have protection," she whispered.

[specialmonster.livejournal.com]

"Neither do I," He whispered softly as she continued to caress his skin and brush against his erection. He wanted her so badly, it almost hurt. But he didn't make a move. If she didn't want to go through with it because they didn't have a condom, he would be okay with that. He would respect whatever she wanted to do.

[electrocutesy.livejournal.com]

She was disappointed at his words, and let out a soft whine, her lashes fluttering open so her eyes could slide up to his, her lips in a gentle pout. Defiantly, she cuddled closer, reaching down to stroke him, to feel him and want him inside of her.

It was stupid, maybe, to want to do it anyway, but she knew she hadn't got anything last time. And she still had those pills. Next time they could be ready, right?

"I have pills and you're clean, right?" she murmured. "I don't wanna wait."

[specialmonster.livejournal.com]

"I'm clean," He confirmed, gasping softly as her fingers wrapped around his erection. While they had enjoyed themselves plenty the night before without penetration he really wanted, needed, to be inside of her now, and he didn't want to wait either, even if he logically knew that would be the much more responsible thing to do.

"I don't want to wait either."

[electrocutesy.livejournal.com]

"Me too," she whispered, and worried her bottom lip as she gazed at his dark, hazy eyes, his parted lips so close to hers. His stubble scratched her tender mouth and she shivered against his side nervously. There was no reason for it, to be nervous, to feel so small and affected beside him, but she did, especially when he was looking at her like that. Like no one had before. "Take me," she murmured, and started to rub, caress his length.

[specialmonster.livejournal.com]

He just nodded in reply to her request and sat up before settling on top of her. It seemed almost perfect, how beautiful she looked beneath him, how good her hand felt around him. It wasn't teasing or playful like it had been in the past, there was something different about her touch now. Something he couldn't quite place.

He tried not to give it too much thought as he positioned himself at her entrance and began to push inside.

[electrocutesy.livejournal.com]

She shifted, spread and adjusted her legs, her heart hammering against her chest as he settled over her. She didn't want to think about her stomach twisted in merciless anticipation as his hips pushed her thighs apart, and he started to fill her.

It was easier, not to be caught by his eyes then, because her own closed and she let out a soft moan, arcing up into his slow, tentative stroke. It was easy to concentrate on that feeling, her fingers curling into her pillow, and not the one simmering inside her chest.

[specialmonster.livejournal.com]

He eased into her carefully, moaning softly as he did so. He tried to ignore the way his heart seemed to swell from the sensation of being surrounded by her. Instead he just began to focus on moving in and out of her, building up a steady pace.

He couldn't take his eyes off her though. He just couldn't.

[electrocutesy.livejournal.com]

She breathed out a quiet moan and started to rock with him, her body answering his without thought, without an act or a lie or anything but how much she wanted him and how he was making her feel. Her legs lifted to encircle his waist, and she turned her cheek into the pillow, whispering his name.

[specialmonster.livejournal.com]

He groaned out as her body rocked in perfect unison with him, her legs trapping him and pulling him in closer. His mouth dipped down to her exposed neck, pressing soft kisses against her skin. He was careful not to leave any marks, he knew that might cause troubles with her job.

He didn't want to cause her troubles.

[electrocutesy.livejournal.com]

She whimpered at his careful, gentle kisses, and murmured his name again as she shuddered and writhed a little in response. His fingers reached up to thread through his hair, stroke it back as her body flushed and moved.

She had never felt like this in her entire life. She couldn't even identify it, but whatever it was, it was possessing her. He was possessing her.

[specialmonster.livejournal.com]

He had never felt this connected to someone before, and it kind of scared him. He usually felt so cut off, especially when it came to women. Sex had usually only been about physical pleasure, but this was something more, and it kind of terrified him.

He picked up his pace, thrusting into her a little harder now as he continued to sprinkle kisses against her skin.

[electrocutesy.livejournal.com]

Sex wasn't about a connection for Elle, either. It never had been. It had always been ugly, or degrading, or just because another loser boyfriend wanted it.

This wasn't ugly, how he pressed his lips to her skin, over and over, each kiss just as soft and sweet as the last. There was nothing degrading about how he held her, and stroked into her, even as he thrust harder, hard enough to make her whimpers and moans little, pleading cries.

She wanted it. She wanted him even as more than just pleasure curled inside her tummy. Even as she acknowledged how scared she was.

He said he liked her. Touched and caressed and fucked her like it meant something. She didn't know what she'd do if it turned out to all be a lie.

She had to believe this was all real because she had no other choice now.

[specialmonster.livejournal.com]

This was the opposite of ugly. It was beautiful, pure, and more than a little terrifying. He wanted more than this. He wanted more than just sex from her, the way he hasn't wanted something from someone in ages.

He wasn't sure how to deal with that.

So he didn't deal with it. Instead he kept pushing in and out of her, groaning against her skin.

[electrocutesy.livejournal.com]

Her nails curled into his shoulders, and she bit at her bottom lip to muffle the small, nearly frantic cries leaving her. His moist breath and groan tickled her neck, and she held onto him tighter, closer, instinctively.

Her heart pounded in her chest as she turned her lips against his rough cheek, dared to let her lashes open against his skin. She saw her hands clutching at his broad shoulders, the light sheen of sweat on his back against the late morning sun, and her legs wrapped tight around him.

"You feel so perfect," she whispered. He looked so perfect.

[specialmonster.livejournal.com]

Her words shook him out of the almost trance like state he was in and he looked up at her, not pausing in his motions as his eyes met hers.

"You feel perfect," He murmured softly in response, tilting his head to capture her lips in another kiss.

[electrocutesy.livejournal.com]

Her eyes were glazed over, too open and honest as he whispered those words and kissed her. Her chest ached, but she simply kissed him back, deep and long until she needed to breathe, curling around him tight. "Deeper," she panted, her forehead rested on his.

[specialmonster.livejournal.com]

He nodded at her command and pushed into her harder, deeper now. He wanted to fill her completely. He wanted it so that there was nothing that mattered except the two of them.

It felt that way to him already.

[electrocutesy.livejournal.com]

She gasped when he complied, her eyes nearly rolling back and her eyelids dropping down, her breath starting to hitch with little, moaning sobs. He felt so good, and she felt so complete and shook at the feeling as he thrust into her, again and again. "Gabriel," she murmured desperately, pleadingly. She was almost afraid to let him make her come, afraid to let go this time. It felt like more than a release. It felt like giving herself to him, trusting him to hold her together as she lost control.

[specialmonster.livejournal.com]

"Elle," He whispered softly, letting his hand drop between their legs, his fingers finding her clit and rubbing it while he continued to thrust deeply inside of her. He wanted to see her come, to surrender herself completely to him. He needed to have all of her.

[electrocutesy.livejournal.com]

She arced into him further, gasping gently as she started to tense, her walls throbbing around him. She knew he wanted her to, wanted her to come for him, his careful, caressing fingers beginning to push her over the edge. Still, she held on a little longer, held onto him until her hips jerked and her legs drew up and she couldn't hold on any longer, and came, sobbing dryly as her vision swam and she shuddered almost violently beneath him.

[specialmonster.livejournal.com]

The walls crashing down on him were enough to send him over the edge, finally. He thrusted into her a few more times before he came as well, gasping out her name as he did so.

"That was incredible," he panted out softly.

[electrocutesy.livejournal.com]

"I know," she murmured, writhing up into him slowly, pulling him down for a thorough kiss. She felt too warm, too willing and relaxed beneath him. Like she had last night, only everything was in focus now, and her body was lulled by its exhaustion, but her thoughts were still sharp without alcohol. But she couldn't help but give in anyway. Give into him like she just had.

[specialmonster.livejournal.com]

He smiled softly, geuinely like he had the night before as he returned the kiss. He broke away after a few minutes, panting for air. He pulled out of her carefully and collapsed next to her on the bed. His arms wrapped around Elle's waist and he pulled her close.